April 12th, 2015
|11:27 pm - Lives I'd been to!|
Wow, it's been a really long while since I updated this LJ!
In these years, I have made myself a few steps closer to my going-to-concerts-of-my-favorite-bands dream. But that was only when they came to my city, what I want most is to go to Japan to see them one day!
So far, I'd been to these few lives of bands I like:
2010.11.12 Hi Tech 6/F Rotunda3
2011.11.25 Youth Square Y-Theatre
ONE OK ROCK:
2013.11.08 AsiaWorld-Expo Hall 8
2015.04.11 Hidden Agenda
I hope this list could continue to grow, grow, and grow!-w-
November 17th, 2013
Why is the J-rock world in LJ so dead?! D:
November 8th, 2009
It has been about eleven months since I had internet connection to LJ or anything on the internet.
I'm missing out a lot, out of the life I used to live before these eleven months.
Fortunately, there's still one more month till my present home could have internet connection (is posting from a cyber center).
Perhaps I miss my old daily routine.
Current Mood: rushed
February 29th, 2008
It's been a long time since I've updated this journal.
It's been a long time since I've written any blogs on the internet.
Or anything about myself..
I guess I still don't want to be read :/
July 9th, 2007
|05:52 am - The GazettE BURIAL APPLICANT PV analysis =v=|
I was readingindra2013-san's BURIAL APPLICANT PV analysis today (yesterday in fact) and ended up writing one myself (=v=). Turned out that it's a pretty deep PV.... So I'm x-posting it here as it really took me some time to think all over and type em out. Oh, and be warned that you might get disturbed as this is somewhat...dark and twisted. Don't read if you might get offended easily.
The following is copied from my comment onindra2013-san's post (Sorry to her that I used her comments space. I didn't even know I'll be typing up an analysis when I was replying to her post = =)
I'll start off with the boy's point of view. First, the parents are giving presents, celebrating the boys birthday. Yet you can see that they are being sarcastic during the celebration. For example, when the father handed Michael the rifle, he looks like he wanted to fire it towards Michael.
The scene is probably a reflection to the real world, parents drop their own child to the baby hatch/orphanage, and yet they have to force themselves to pretend they still love the child while thinking that their child drags them down; wanting their child to disappear from the world so that they can live a life they wanted to. Just like how "Die for me" is the message given to Michael by his parents on that picture book present and the family photo where his face was erased with black marker. His parents didn't want Michael to exist or on the other hand wanted him to disappear.
And, of course, seeing all this makes Michael hate his parents like how any abandoned child from the baby hatch would hate theirs. Thus, given the rifle from his father kind of resembles that it's the parents' responsibility that the child would hate the parents, or even so deeply hated that it's become a motive to kill them.
Finally, the scene where the mother was clutching the photo and crying, along with the scene where she quarreled with the father in the woods resembles the parent's side of the story. Something that often happens in the real world, especially around baby hatches and orphanages. Father didn't want the child, mother gets into a fight with the father, but finally gives in and felt guilty after abandoning the child.
So my conclusion is that either the parents burying Michael or Michael burying his parents are both probably illusions after all. Or rather symbols.
Parents burying Michael: Abandonment.
Michael burying the parents and firing the rifle given from his father: The hatred of an abandoned child given from the parents.
(note: This analysis is based on Ruki's statement that the song concept of Burial Applicant is based on Japan's baby hatches, and in general about the abandonment of responsibility of women with newborn babies. Read more about it atindra2013's journal orridetherockers.)
February 3rd, 2007
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October 14th, 2006
|02:22 am - gazette avatars^w^|
i made some avatars and icons of my own for the 1st time^w^ don't have photoshop so i just used microsoft photo editor and paint, but it sucks so much at entering the text x_x anyways, if you came and drop by my journal by chance or whatever reason, please kindly give me some comments on the work^^.
September 8th, 2006
|05:51 pm - getting things started|
decided to build my own list to get more organized since my comp is starting to get overflooded@@
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